Thursday, December 9, 2010

Love unconfessed............













Dearest You,

The YOUness in YOU

I Appreciate
I Admire
I Respect
and I ..........

II.
Though I could ne'er see
laughter ripples on your face
or hug you tight
when you really need one.
Though I could ne'er
wipe off  tears
rolling down your cheeks
or hold them in my palm
as precious pearls.
Though I could ne'er
walk with you at a starlit night,
holding hands,silently
taking all your fears away.
Though I could ne'er arrange
surprises on  your birthdays
or celebrate life
unoccasionally.
Though I could ne'er
lend you my ears
or offer my shoulders
in moments of pain.
Though I could ne'er give you
'a gift' which you like
just to see a smile
on your tired face.
Though I could ne'er hold
tears of joy
for your small little
accomplishments.
Though I could ne'er tell you
that ' I LIKE YOU'
coz I understand  you deserve much better
why to bother you,unnecessarily .
Still  O Sweetest heart
I care for you
from a distance though!!!

for
The YOUness in YOU
I Appreciate
I Admire
I Respect
and I ..........

III.

I do not exactly remember
when did it all began
you became a priority
in my daily prayers.
To every cheerful face
I come across
'Smiling with a spark'
I feel you!
Whenever I espy
a shooting star
I just wish
for your wish come true.
My dreams often
bless your dreams
with my soul sincerely yearning
for your happiness and esteem.
Whenvever I turn the pages of newspaper
to read horoscope of the day
it's your's always
which I read first!
I do not know why
but when it comes to judging people
guys particularly,I compare them to thee
and unsurprisingly none matches up!
That day also
I believed in your dreams
today also I assert
You'll be a great man one day!
Whenever I'm sad
and cry my heart out
I know you can never be there
Still,I only think of you!
I often convey my love
to butterflies and sparrows and winds
I hope they carry it to you
unknowingly though!

for
The YOUness in YOU
I Appreciate
I Admire
I Respect
and I love!


IV:
I won't measure my love-true love,deep love,mad love ,selfless love etc etc.It's unimportant.Let it be just LOVE for the sake of LOVE.I just wish for your happiness,that you live all your dreams.

I'll never confess it to you.Never.Few things are best when left unsaid.I comprehend you have a lot of aspirations from yourself ,from life where I somehow do not fit in. You truly deserve an angel who'll love you heart and soul and will get your love in return.And for this I have no regrets, no grievances towards God,towards you,towards me or any other.It's destiny,I apprehend.As I said your happiness is of paramount importance to me . May you get the best in life!

Another important thing here is that I LOVED.Yes surprisingly ,I loved someone and I'm happy about it and the best thing is that I Loved YOU.(Hey would you believe that ever since I have known you I did not have had even a crush on anybody else?Forget about attraction ,lol :P.It's been some six years.Long time,no?).Yeah it's like that.

My love is not the greatest of all.It might not grow with time for togetherness is essential for that.But my love for you will remain as it is.You'll always be in my thoughts and prayers,and that's a promise.Love(for me) was tough.Unloving is tougher,infact unachievable.

The fact is that I do not deserve YOU.
The truth is that I'll always love you,from a distance though!!
Take care.

Sigh!

Could ne'er be Yours
Me



PS:This is a work of pure imagination. :)

41 comments:

  1. I Appreciate
    I Admire
    I Respect
    and I love!


    You let your imagination horses loose and they wander into uncharted domains. Nice.

    But deserving or not, I don't think it is always what we feel is right. Let them choose, for they be the better judge of your being deserving or not.

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  2. applause.. this is wonderful..
    but trust me there is no term as deserving in love, you deserve the person whom you love and who loves you back.. and if someone is meant to be yours eventually they will be.

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  3. wow.. the deep seated emotions and pain of inability to do what u wanted is paining..
    hope that the person u wrote this for will read this some day... take care

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  4. Its simply superb.. yes sum emotions shud remain unspoken... coz da beauty of dawn cnt b described in words... da love cnt b measured... yet if i were in place of ur LOVE,for sure no1 cud b better than you.. loved every line from my heart :)

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  5. "work of pure imagination" - you mean to say this is fiction?

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  6. OH THIS IS LOVELY....

    AND WHEN YOU LOVE TRUELY YOU FIND LOVE AND LOVE FINDS YOU BACK. THERES NOTHING LIKE DESERVING...

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  7. impressive....bt really an imagination?

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  8. @Blasphemous Aesthete :thanks a lot!!...surely they are the better judge...but still at times you know it!

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  9. @Beyond:thank you so much!!....I agree "if someone is meant to be yours eventually they will be."

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  10. @Deepika Vasudeva:thanks a bunch dear!!But it's not my story...just a wierd thought-process which might resemble many :)

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  11. @monali:thank you so much for your appreciation :)

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  12. @Divesh:yeah....it is!!

    people write about the happiness of being together
    people write about the pain of being separated
    I wanted to write about the bliss of being apart :)

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  13. @Vivek: thank you....and I hope I have answered your second part :)

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  14. well....it sure duznt seem like pure imagination....but we wont trouble u much ;)

    wutever it is...its beautiful. I was here earlier, wen u posted this, but cud'nt make up my mind on what to say. even now, im just here to acknowledge my presence, the post is beyond comment :)

    take care dear

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  15. So it's not confession but fiction.

    Oh my God what I should write. I'm just speechless. Mind blowing work of imagination.

    Well Saumya I can't praise you as much as you deserve because I'm short of words.

    I went through this post many times. Still I think I need to go one more time.

    Really very nice work on your part. Only you can write it. Many many thanks......

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  16. @saanjh:thank you so so much for your beautiful words....but dear it is truly an outcome of my imagination!!
    Ain't it very much thinkable?

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  17. @Virendra ji:I'm short of words to thank you!....thanks a zillion for your ever so kind words...they mean a lot to me....it feels good to be appreciated like this!!Thank you.

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  18. I Appreciate this post!
    I Admire this post!
    I Respect this post!
    and I love this post! :)

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  19. Now, truly... shall I repeat the same accolades over and over again??

    Or, as your words agree...

    "Few things are best when left unsaid"

    Keep it up :)

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  20. @Maverick:Oh...I'm delighted!!! :)

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  21. @Avinash ji:The unsaid got conveyed.Thank you!!

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  22. Great post..I loved this part 'My love is not the greatest of all.It might not grow with time for togetherness is essential for that.But my love for you will remain as it is.You'll always be in my thoughts and prayers,and that's a promise.Love(for me) was tough.Unloving is tougher,infact unachievable.'
    Nice blog....

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  23. @Neeha:Thanks a lot for your visit here...and liking this post very much.Keep reading :)

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  24. whoever's story it be.. its beautiful :)

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  25. Is this really pure imagination ? I have been having a crush on a girl for more than a decade. No new crushes too. And cannot confess too. Is it any coincidence, that you are also a Capricorn ?

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  26. very nice......
    mere blog par bhi kabhi aaiye waqt nikal kar..
    Lyrics Mantra

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  27. Tremendous imaginative delicacy. Superbly done.

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  28. Love!! a wonderful feeling.
    A subject of great interest for all the poets/writers. A subject read with great interest. A subject, experience of which is second to none.
    Great imagination as it opened up lot of lovely memories

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  29. love is just amazing but sometimes its better to express the love n may be your love feels the same about you! who knows love does not happen with the perfect person..your imperfections can be charming for someone :)
    HAPPY NEW YEAR:)

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  30. tears in my eyes

    how do u do that
    a work of fiction with so powerfull emotions..
    BEAUTIFUL

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  31. i rarely get the chance to read such beautiful work...you really made my day...thanx a ton

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  32. when will u write again.. waiting dear...

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  33. hellooooooooooo.....anybody home???

    wer r u babes....??

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  34. Lovely.. this post made my day.

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  35. That is deep...could connect to it so beautifully, felt like reading something that is reality.....

    Nice read..

    Take Care.

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  36. wow saumya...it was so plain and effortless...n just cut through my heart!!!

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  37. thank you everyone....I'm really glad that this post got so much appreciation....thank you once again :)

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  38. I think u r simply awesome gal...ur writing is so beautiful and grounded and expressive...love it:) :)

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